Dedicated

She  wants to hear me spit sweet nothings in her ear all night...
well I CAN'T do that..

That’s not " Real " so it wouldn't be right.. if only she knew she's
become the reason I get online most nights.. 

Steady on my mind most nights, and I hate that about her..

but it's also what I like... it's just to bad the timing isn't right..

And she so sensitive to the fact of me actually wanting her back,

so she PUSH away... I guess its friends we gonna stay, cause I

don't push back, I'd rather give you your way and let you live with that..

But don't think I'm not living with it too, I'm just stronger than you... and situations like this I've already been threw...


Don't get me wrong I was looking forward to " Us " ... if only you would of put more trust in the things we discuss, I'd be allowed to ask more questions...


Instead you got me guessing like you teaching me a lesson on how you don't wanna be with me?...but I'm the one sending mix signals...


As I recall I was the one who initiated it all when I made it clear I was diggin you..... I even hit you wit the " will you go with me note " check yes? no? or maybe box...

Than after you said yes.... I'm still being treated like " second best " damn girl! What do a woman gotta do? I'm all out of words for you, all I got is ...

" I want you ".....

And I want you to want me too... or at lease I did! I really don't even know anymore.. its like a unclosed chapter waiting for a door with a key to make it's mind up and see if she wants to be with me...

It's cool though, we can play it your way...
just listen to a few of these words I had to say or let me sing it to you:

{Sings}" Girl every word in this poem best believe is bout you.... "

cause it is... " Friend " (Lov3)