A
love well known and I felt it whenever I would hold her. Her head
would lay against my shoulder and I no longer felt like the lone
soldier,
she would listen to my words with her heart and speak to me with love. Me not understanding the true meaning of my name until meeting she. She defines me more proficient than any Webster's dictionary,
yet for granted is what I would take her, seems like I'd do anything to break her.. cause she allowed it! Stronger and smarter than any woman I know, she gave me the freedom of a 16 year old at the age of 21 when we get our first new car... wanting to test the world out to see how well it drives, while driving her into a mental state of loneliness.
Bad enough I wasn’t their in the physical , and could only make her "damp" over phone.. never pre-meditated sex she always gave me a reason to get her wet enough to ring out her panties and smell the occasion the next night she washes them. So I cant blame her for wanting to bring life in the world
so selfish of me, I just couldn’t see how she would not be content with spending her life with "just me " and who would?
The ring on her left hand wasn’t who she was faithful too. She was faithful to me
yet I couldn’t see the ring on my left hand for more than a circle. A circle of previous lies I would look over my shoulder before I told her: ' I would never cheat on you'
her never wanting or asking anything of me but a baby gurl..
Not even able of given her an answer such as : maybe gurl...
I would tell her no!
Prom ising her the world and than some, but all I would do was make her cum instead of happy.. how fucking hard was it to just make her happy? A house she was lonely in , a car with no babyseat.. just a backseat full of long nights and clothes from shopping.
They say a woman can only put up with so much until we push one over the edge and I practically threw mines over. Fucked up in the worse way cause it came down to the day she would approach me again and say: I just want to be happy with you, let me have a child for " us" or let me have a child for " me ".
To hard headed to give in I just wasn’t ready to share what she's being sharing with unknown women cause of me all of the 3 long years we have been together, and that was her " love "
she no longer wears the ring on her left hand, she wears it on her right, she no longer calls me before she goes to sleep at night, she no longer leaves her heart open for me to discuss my problems inside of .
She's no longer :
putting up with the bullshit!
she would listen to my words with her heart and speak to me with love. Me not understanding the true meaning of my name until meeting she. She defines me more proficient than any Webster's dictionary,
yet for granted is what I would take her, seems like I'd do anything to break her.. cause she allowed it! Stronger and smarter than any woman I know, she gave me the freedom of a 16 year old at the age of 21 when we get our first new car... wanting to test the world out to see how well it drives, while driving her into a mental state of loneliness.
Bad enough I wasn’t their in the physical , and could only make her "damp" over phone.. never pre-meditated sex she always gave me a reason to get her wet enough to ring out her panties and smell the occasion the next night she washes them. So I cant blame her for wanting to bring life in the world
so selfish of me, I just couldn’t see how she would not be content with spending her life with "just me " and who would?
The ring on her left hand wasn’t who she was faithful too. She was faithful to me
yet I couldn’t see the ring on my left hand for more than a circle. A circle of previous lies I would look over my shoulder before I told her: ' I would never cheat on you'
her never wanting or asking anything of me but a baby gurl..
Not even able of given her an answer such as : maybe gurl...
I would tell her no!
Prom ising her the world and than some, but all I would do was make her cum instead of happy.. how fucking hard was it to just make her happy? A house she was lonely in , a car with no babyseat.. just a backseat full of long nights and clothes from shopping.
They say a woman can only put up with so much until we push one over the edge and I practically threw mines over. Fucked up in the worse way cause it came down to the day she would approach me again and say: I just want to be happy with you, let me have a child for " us" or let me have a child for " me ".
To hard headed to give in I just wasn’t ready to share what she's being sharing with unknown women cause of me all of the 3 long years we have been together, and that was her " love "
she no longer wears the ring on her left hand, she wears it on her right, she no longer calls me before she goes to sleep at night, she no longer leaves her heart open for me to discuss my problems inside of .
She's no longer :
putting up with the bullshit!
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